I always has a question in my mind, why?why? And why its on me?
I have alot of words to write on pain and hurt but when i started to write about it, i m totally lost.
I was honored with a dease call RA, its like longterm pain with an effect for our liver and kidneys and blindness dry mouth and so on. You might feel confuse and so do i. No words ever can explain how much of pain that i m sufferring...
PAIN is my only friend that i have for so long, slightly its kill all my organs.
PAINKILLER is my another friend abit close but he always betrayed me with giving me other problems.
I m stuck... Forever,till my last breath
Dear pain,
People used to said that i m very strong person, i do exercise,i do love my family and friends, i always think not to hurt anyone..i might be good person or bad..
You really hurt me alot, i cannot fight with you anymore and i agree that you are stronger that i think..i bow myself to you,and beg you please dont hurt me ....
