Pain in my heart while calm on my face...

I always has a question in my mind, why?why? And why its on me?
I have alot of words to write on pain and hurt but when i started to write about it, i m totally lost.
I was honored with a dease call RA, its like longterm pain with an effect for our liver and kidneys and blindness dry mouth and so on. You might feel confuse and so do i. No words ever can explain how much of pain that i m sufferring...
PAIN is my only friend that i have for so long, slightly its kill all my organs.
PAINKILLER is my another friend abit close but he always betrayed me with giving me other problems.
I m stuck... Forever,till my last breath
Dear pain,

People used to said that i m very strong person, i do exercise,i do love my family and friends, i always think not to hurt anyone..i might be good person or bad..
You really hurt me alot, i cannot fight with you anymore and i agree that you are stronger that i think..i bow myself to you,and beg you please dont hurt me ....

Had a good time with the person who having a bad time

Beers and buddies..,
Life is not simple as we think,we love each others in so many names but yet we dont understant people,and still trying to understand everyone.
Sitting between two best soul which i couldnt help,listening to my unknown relative about the complaint which i didnt understand at all.
Life is so beautiful. Love health and humanity is the source of happy life ....

Affair

If you have any problems in your life, who will be the first person you will consult? For sure most of you will Pray to God. Did you share your personal feelings with wife? Do you have any secret that you are hiding from your wife?

What kind of person you are?Do you share everything with your wife? Are there any secret that you have been hiding from her? We can said that alot of guys married guys who have an affair. Is that wrong? who do you want to blame? For sure women's will blames men and Men will blames women.

Whatever reason is that, please understand that guys are simple and easy creature in this world. We said we are ambitious but we really not. We said we looks for hot womens but actually we are not etc.

Again guys are very simple creature in this world, you feed us physically and mentally with correct, gives us what we need on bed frequently , be with us whenever you can, talk with us Not yelling,be yourself and don't do any family politics. That all!! That's sound very simple right? i can said at least 85% of men will agree with me. That will solve womens question on Why Guys have an affair with other women? If you womens feed your man wisely as per i said early you can delete the word affair from your husband's diary..

P/S: Real Men don't have an affair

I don't want to said that its happen because of women but i said that Womens, you all have a secret weapon or power that God has gave which is you will just know if your men cheat on you. Just please try understand us before blaming on us. Also, in some other cases guys did it on purposely..simple i can said that as a Lust or you can called it Gatalll!! :)

OK, finally.. Its been so long i didnt write anything..simply because i feel so lazy to write. But now, i think i should write something because there are a lot of things in my big mind.

I have describe there is LOVE everywhere but do we really care about it. Emmm let me think i guess NO, because if there is a LOVE, then there will be No selfishness. I believe LOVE should be everywhere..if you love your wife that you will do anything for her but you dont love an old aunty who sell karipap where you dont have any reason to do so where you can throw your money to her or being rude to her etc. The same perfect things can be happen to you or your loved one.Then, it will makes you feel so bad right? and someone else who love his/her family members ONLY, other than them, they dont care at all (kind of attitude) will be rude or will not appreciate feelings of you loved one.

Maybe you find my article abit confuse, yes i used to make people confuse but trust me it always be in good ways. What i m trying to say is love is something without boundaries, without race, gender, color etc.
If you appreciate or i like to use the word  LOVE others then, others will love the one who you love. Remember that life is not something like a other peoples LOSE is a news for you, and your own lose will be NEW for others.

Lose is a lose, i m not asking to spread BN flies or any racism information, i just asking you to spread some LOVE..to whoever and wherever without looking at their race,gender or color because they are there for some reasons. You dont have any idea what they are feeling, so stop judging or hating others.

Love others so you will be loved by others...